That I know

I know I will cease to live without You.

That gives some solace and some pain.

What hurts the most is the glance at the time,

The years which passed, days in vain.

Knowing well, this is not the time of deliberation,

Have done that before,have come prepared.

Yet how I chose to swim and drown

When all I had to do was float?

Numbed I feel to see those words,

The familiar surge of despair in them.

Have filled so many pages..

The same tragedy again and again.

So how do I bring myself again to You?

No, it is not the pride which grows,

It is the humility which shrinks.

And every moment,am reminded.

So human I still remain.